Let's Be Honest!

I read the book “To Be Honest” from the author Maggie Ann Martin when I was fifteen. I started reading it in my Spanish class because one of the things we had to do was read a different book every month. When we finished a book, we exchange it with another classmate. That is how I found this book. The story is about Savannah a teen with a life full of ups and downs. To Be Honest exposes many serious issues, like anxiety, eating disorders, fat shaming and tense parental relationships. After her older sister Ashley heads off to her freshman year of college, there is nothing that Savannah dreads more than returning home without her. Savvy and her mom never got along after her mom went on a televised weight loss competition, but without Ashley to break up the fights, her mom’s obsession with weight and controlling Savvy’s health only grows more. As Savvy struggles with her worsening relationship with her mom, figuring out senior year and missing her sister, she already has enough to stress. Then she meets George. When the two grow closer, Savvy’s senior year takes a turn as she learns she needs to live in the moment and sometimes that means saying the truth. I would recommend this book because as I mentioned previously, this book deals with issues like fat shaming, making it a challenging read at some points. Savvy, the protagonist, is fat and deals with these issues head on. I loved the fat representation that was featured in this book and that truly made the book standout among others. I loved seeing a main character that was fat but did not let that become a major insecurity. Savvy embraced her weight and championed body positivism, something I wish more books attempted to do. One of my biggest takeaways from the book was that we needed more characters like Savvy.

Free Write - Super moms

I have always wanted to write about the difficulties that single mothers face every day. This is a topic that really catches my attention for two important reasons: one is because everyone has a sister, a friend, a co-worker or even our schoolmates who are single mothers, and we see them daily doing their lives like any other person, but we never get to imagine or recognize all the effort that takes them to get ahead and try to lead a balanced life; the other reason is because a lot of people think single mothers are a bad thing for society getting carried away by prejudice as a kind of discrimination. My best friend has raised her daughter completely alone for the past eleven years. She and I have been almost like sisters since we were five years old. When she turned seventeen, she realized that she was expecting her first child and had not even finished high school. She was actually just a teenager. Soon, we begin to notice that our lives started to be very different from each other. The first stone that was crossed in the way was the fact that she had to leave school due to the criticism and being harshly pointed out by the other students, and to make the things worse her boyfriend and father of her daughter soon let her know that he did not want responsibilities at that moment, leaving her completely alone so immediately after his baby was born she had to search for a job.  I have seen my friend divide her time into three different jobs to give her daughter the best future, currently she has just finished college and I’m so proud of her because being a mom it’s not easy but being a single mom requires super powers.

Surviving (and Thriving) as a Single Mom Four common challenges and how you can overcome them. By Rachel Sarah

You're Not Alone

When my daughter, Mae, was 7 months old, her father and I split up. He left the country -- without saying goodbye, I might add -- to start a new life. I was a hormonal, heartbroken 28-year-old, and in between work hours spent editing textbooks, I nursed Mae and mashed up baby food.

That first year was chaos. It didn't help that there were no single-mom role models in my life -- except, say, Madonna, who was also parenting solo at the time. If she can do it, I can, I used to think, but I hardly had a superstar's life. Fortunately, I had a fantastic group of friends who helped. Maybe none of them knew exactly what I was going through, but they babysat and showered Mae with love, which I appreciate to this day.

After a time, I got back on my feet and ventured out. And what did I see? A lot more single moms than I had ever noticed before. In fact, in 2005, nearly 4 in 10 babies in the U.S. were born outside of marriage, according to the Centers for Disease Control. It's an all-time high -- and it's not due to teen moms (teen motherhood is at its lowest rate in 65 years). Births to unmarried women ages 25 to 29 are up 30 percent since 1991; births to unmarried women ages 30 to 44 are up 17 percent. One caveat: Statistics don't tell how many single moms are with a partner (and choosing not to get married), how many live with family (so they have some help around), and how many are truly alone. But the point is, there are a lot of single moms out there.

Day-to-day duties for a solo parent are no different than they are for a married one: coping with sleeplessness, finding child care, paying bills. But... you're on your own. Even so, single mothers agree that even when overwhelmed, there's usually a way to work out problems. Here are some of the biggest worries of new single moms, and a few words of wisdom.

Am I Up to the Challenge?

The short answer is yes. The longer answer is that parenthood is the biggest undertaking you'll ever face. But that's true even if you're married! You will get past the fear.

"You can survive this, or you can lie down and die," is what Christina Ann Zola, of Washington, D.C., told herself when she and her husband split up. They'd moved out of the country and had a baby, and then their marriage fell apart. Zola returned to the U.S. with a toddler, four suitcases, and four hundred dollars. "My life has been this series of 'oh, that was hard' crises, but I just keep going," Zola says. "You can't let things stop you."

One way to calm yourself: take life one step at a time. Concentrate on giving birth, then caring for a newborn, then looking for work and daycare. "Forget long-term planning or strategy during those first sleep-deprived weeks," says Leah Klungness, a psychologist in New York City and coauthor of The Complete Single Mother (Adams). "You have the rest of your life to plot and plan."

You'll still have fears, of course, so confide in friends and family who give you sound advice and who don't panic. The fact that her mother was calm about her pregnancy lowered the stress for single mom Kali Kimberlin, of Pittsburgh. "When I started to get scared, she'd say to me, 'It will all work out,'" says Kimberlin, who gave birth to daughter McKenna Grace in April. "And she was right."

Can I Support Us?

There are single moms who get reliable, substantial child-support payments from the baby's father. But if reading that sentence makes you laugh ruefully, you're probably one of the majority of women who have become the breadwinner.

"My son counts on me and only me," Zola says. She was smart -- and fortunate: When she first moved to D.C., she explained her situation in a note that she posted on an Internet Listserv for city residents. "One single mom wrote to say that we could stay with her, and another offered clothes," Zola remembers. But the real boon was when a mom forwarded Zola's resume to an architectural firm, which hired her for her current job. "I'm the go-to girl for the CEO," she says.

Amy Anderson, of Seattle, says that when she split with the father of her daughter, Hailey, soon after Hailey's first birthday, she had to borrow money from her family to stay afloat. But she had taken a computer course when she was pregnant, and even though her preterm labor prevented her from finishing it, she parlayed her new skills into a contracting job with Intel. "Having Hailey was my motivation to make it happen," she says.

There will be days when working -- you have no choice! -- will fill you with resentment. Zola, who sometimes works 60-hour weeks, fights frustration by reminding herself what a good model she is for her son. Lesley Grider, of Milwaukee, agrees. She works full-time at a healthcare organization while her 2-year-old stays with Grandpa. "The best thing I can do for my daughter is show her how to be a strong, resourceful individual," Grider says. Her work ethic has paid off: She just bought her first home. "I've found an incredible source of independence and strength through this situation," she adds.

A mom needs to be prepared for any situation that might arise when she's away from the house. So sometimes, her purse can feel like an abyss of strange items--from toys to teeth.

Will People Look Down on Me?

Divorce and birth out of wedlock don't have the stigma that they did in earlier eras. How could they, with half of all marriages ending in divorce and a third of all births happening outside of marriage? Statistics are not a cure-all, though. "I can't think of one single mom -- myself included -- who didn't worry a bit," says Darla Rainford, of Eagan, Minnesota.

Be prepared for any number of uncomfortable situations, from disapproving grandparents to gossiping coworkers. You may grow distant from some friends while drawing closer to others. "Surround yourself whenever possible with emotionally generous and secure people who boost your confidence," Klungness says.

How to keep your head high if people are judgmental? "Sitting at home with only your child for company isn't going to help," Klungness says. You may benefit from a new-moms group; search the Internet for ones in your neighborhood, or look for bulletins in local stores. Mingle at a library story hour or a Gymboree class. I never imagined I'd be checking out women's left hands for wedding rings, but I've done it! You can also meet single moms virtually through Web sites and blogs (some favorites: solomother.com, singlerose.com, and single2mother.org).

Will Baby Be Okay Without Dad?

There are as many variations on paternal involvement as there are fathers. Your child may see Dad all the time, or Dad may be out of the picture -- or anything in between. It's up to you, of course, to make your child feel loved no matter what.

"A well-balanced child tends to be raised by at least one attentive parent or guardian who can mediate stress and not play the role of victim," says Mikki Morrissette, a single mom of two in Minneapolis and author of Choosing Single Motherhood (choosingsinglemotherhood.com).

"My anger is my own," muses Anderson, whose daughter, Hailey, is now 7. "My daughter will have issues with each parent one day. I don't need to add fuel to that."

"If you're negative about men or your ex, your kid is going to figure that out," says Zola. "It will turn around and bite you later." Anderson agrees: "I let myself play out a gory fantasy in my head, have a good giggle over it, and then get on with doing what is truly best for my child."

And if your child's father is not in the picture, take heart. There are good male role models, if not in your own family, then among the coaches, teachers, and neighbors you know. Zola has befriended a single dad of two; she can depend on him to pick up her son from preschool when she needs to work late, and the two families often get together for playdates.

Having other people involved in your child's life also gives you a break. Since my ex is gone, I count on Grandpa to pick up my daughter from school every Monday and on Aunt Rebecca to host the occasional slumber party. I use the time to exercise and, yes, to date again.

"The essence of being a good parent is putting your own needs first," Klungness says. This does not mean compromising your parenting. It does mean keeping yourself as grounded and as stress free as possible so you can give your baby the wonderful childhood he or she deserves.

Faces of Imperial – The Anecdote

         

          It was a warm August morning about eleven years ago when my best friend found out she was pregnant with her first child. I was starting my freshman year in college, and she was in her last year of high school. I remember it like it was yesterday. For both, that morning was the beginning of a new chapter in our lives. The previous night she had asked to go with her to pick up her pregnancy test at the clinic the next day, so I woke up early and before heading to school we stopped with the doctor. We pick up the envelope, and we got into the car. I still remember her face. She was so nervous but at the same time, she was hoping it was just a false alarm. Then, she asked me to open the envelope and give her the results. I was shocked! I never imagined that she would ask me to do that, but I did it. I started reading the test results, and then that word came out “positive.” I look at her immediately, but without saying a word. Like ten seconds later she said: I’m pregnant or not, just tell me. I think this is the hardest answer I’ve ever given in my whole life. I said: yes, and then she started to cry. I took her in my arms but I could feel her desolation, sadness and how all her dreams were falling apart inside her. I stayed with her for a while until she calmed down. I went to school after that and she did too. All that day I thought about what would happen if I were in her place and the difficult things that I would have to face.